Holidays

Holiday is going to be over. How do I feel about the holidays? Actually, I did enjoyed the holidays very much. On the other hand, I want to ask myself that have I prepared for my next test. I don't know....

But, I am very sure that I will try my best to obtain better results.

I am scared... no... maybe is worried about my last results. During the coming school days, the teachers are going to give back our test papers.

What does test mean for me? It means future, money, hope, opportunities.... It means every thing for me. There is one thing I know about density, it's that you can't count on it forever.

上帝

人生中总是有许多的不如意
这并不代表着上帝不爱你
而是, 他爱你胜过一切
上帝要考练你, 让你从而取得更丰盛的生命

今天, 我和大哥"打了一场大仗",
我累了.
当时, 我知道魔鬼撒旦已成功掌握了我,
我好怕, 我祈求上帝帮助我,
与我一起面对撒旦....

不如意的事总是不停地出现在我的生命当中,
但是,
我知道上帝的爱胜过一切,
他将陪伴我经历人生的风浪

当你忧伤时,
上帝说:
喜乐的心,乃是良药;
忧伤的灵,使骨枯干...

爱是永久忍耐,
又是恩慈...
爱是永不止息。

Chinese

Actually, I'm a pure Chinese girl who come from a pure Chinese family. Hence, I was born with a sentence of broken english although my father is an expert in english and I was taught to speak Chinese since I was still a little baby. But... I really want to improve my english. So, I start blogging. Today, I decide to use Chinese to speak out for my mind and I just find out that the chinese words really make me go crazy. It's really hard to write it out one by one on the computer or maybe just because I am not that professional in using computer to write Chinese. Anyways, I will try my very best next time.

I just start a ' Jam Hsiao Fans Club ' in the facebook, please support and join the club. Thank you...

I'm back!

It seemed a long time that I did not update my blog... because of so many reasons:
Firstly, my internet was disconnected for the last few weeks
Secondly, I was sitting for my school test.
Finally, I am free now for about eight days.. yeepee...

The following is what I want to say to one of my friends, Samuel, who is sick:
Although the world seems unfair to you, but I am sure that you can get over it. We are all with you and we do care about you. Don't give up. The most revolutionary act one can commit in our world is to happy.

Father

My father is like a policeman,
he will do everything to protect me against danger.
My father is like a joker,
he tells me a lot of jokes which make me laugh like a drain.
My father is like a teacher,
he knows everything that i don't know.
My father is like a repairman,
he will repair anything that is damaged or spoilt in our house.
My father is like a good driver,
he will drive me to everywhere, as long as the place is where i wish to go.
My father is like a present from the God,
he is so precious for me.

But...

He is now a patient,
he suffers from diabetes and high blood pressure.
Thanks God,
the diseases have not been marked as dangerous yet
he has to take in pills to control the sickness besides having a balanced diet.

Luckily...

He is still healthy.
He is so precious for me.
I love my father and do care about him.
I pray that God is always with him and protects him from dangerous diseases.

Thank you, my God.

Why?

Why... why....why? I wonder why my classmates always like to make fun on Jay Chou and Jam Hsiao. Seriously, they are my favorite singer. I don't allow anyone to ' bully ' them... because i love them. Sherly, Ryan, Shu Chee, Esther and Jin Ming, stop making fun on them. They are the best for me.

Friendship

Is there really a true friendship on the earth?
If there is one, i will appreciate it very much.
Friends are those who are willing to share happiness and sadness with us. They will not take advantage of us, they will also not backstab us or even say bad things behind us or jealous of what we have...
If there is true friendship, i will treasure it as a treasure of priceless worth.
My friend, who seems like my best friend is actually not. What do i mean? Most of my classmate think that i have a very good friendship with my ' best friend '... No! It isn't true. But... I don't dare to say it out. I am scared that i will hurt her. She is my friend but not the ' best ' one. She always like to sophistry and thinks that she is the right one and we are the wrong one. She is moody. The worst is that i find that i cannot communicate with her... Her jokes aren't funny but i don't dare to tell her because i am not her, i am not the kind of person who talks so straight, and i just try my best to pretend as if the jokes are really funny.
I hate myself. I wonder why i want to act so sham. It's not me.
Okay.... i think i have to stop now as i am getting angry and angry. And my cells are going to die.. Anyway, she is still my friend but not included in the ' true friends group'.